Man sitting at a table in a room with wooden floors and exposed brick walls, with a tag showing Name: Nate Kuehl, Location: Vancouver Island, Established: 1983, Practice: Designer.Portrait of a man with dark hair sitting indoors, with a tag showing Name: Nate Kuehl, Location: Vancouver Island, Established: 1983, Practice: Designer.
OCAD, Toronto
2013 / BA Design (Illustration)

The high road isn't always clear, but hindsight is. Here are some moments that gave me perspective:

Group of excited, smiling children and one man in a classroom, with a white arrow pointing to the man among the children.

One week into my job teaching English in China, I almost quit. I was 19, before smartphones, the only white guy in a small industrial town where the air tasted like minerals. The culture shock hit differently than I expected. I thought I could handle it, but I cracked. Walked into the director's office ready to leave.

Group of excited, smiling children and one man in a classroom, with a white arrow pointing to the man among the children.
Group of smiling school children in blue uniforms making peace signs outdoors with an adult male in the background indicated by a white arrow.

She met me with encouragement and convinced me to stick around. So, I studied Mandarin and gradually felt myself adapt. That was a big shift. I learned that sitting with discomfort long enough is how I transform through it.

Group of smiling school children in blue uniforms making peace signs outdoors with an adult male in the background indicated by a white arrow.
Man and student smiling with digital pink bunny ears, whiskers, and noses filter, both making peace signs.

Years later, something pulled me back. I found myself teaching 8PM English classes in Busan, South Korea to kids who'd already been in school all day. The structure was relentless and demanding for everyone involved.

Smiling man with a South Korean flag takes a selfie with a group of cheerful Korean students in a classroom.

The pressure was real, so I built a sandbox: games, playfulness, permission to fail. Students had a safe space to sound stupid in front of their friends. I learned that if I can't change the system, I can arrange a framework inside it.

Smiling man with a South Korean flag takes a selfie with a group of cheerful Korean students in a classroom.
Cozy bedroom with a striped bedspread, beige blanket, log cabin walls, wooden ceiling beams, and bedside lamps on each side.
Interior view of a wooden house construction site with exposed framing and woodworking tools including a miter saw on a workbench.

I’m the son of a carpenter, so I know where the pencil goes – behind my ear. Building houses from the ground up taught me to be practical. Measure twice and cut once, because some rules don't bend.

Cozy bedroom with a striped bedspread, beige blanket, log cabin walls, wooden ceiling beams, and bedside lamps on each side.
Interior view of a wooden house construction site with exposed framing and woodworking tools including a miter saw on a workbench.
Small beige shed with white-framed windows and a closed exterior door, situated on a concrete and dirt ground with trees and a wooden fence in the background.
Porch of a house with damaged and rotting wooden pillars and siding under a small roof.

Renovation work taught me the flip side, exposing bad decisions made years before. Shortcuts get expensive. I learned that when my foundation is solid and I follow the code, I move faster.

Small beige shed with white-framed windows and a closed exterior door, situated on a concrete and dirt ground with trees and a wooden fence in the background.
Porch of a house with damaged and rotting wooden pillars and siding under a small roof.
Rectangular stained glass panel with a wavy wooden frame, featuring abstract blue and green waves and a blue geode in the center, hanging outdoors in the sunlight.

I started 2016 with a long road of recovery ahead, after breaking eight bones in a motorcycle accident. But it’s not really in my nature to sit still. My hands need something to contribute. Stained glass became that outlet.

Decorative stained glass window panel with geometric diamond shapes and a geode center, framed by rustic wood, against a grassy outdoor background.

The real work was internal, facing a voice that whispered, 'you're broken.' The inner critic is a quiet killer. I learned that when I pick my battles, I control my growth.

Stained glass feather ornament in shades of blue hanging on tree bark with a collection of nine colorful stained glass feather designs shown on the right.Four stained glass window panels with circular designs in blue, green, purple, and orange, each featuring a unique central gemstone-like element.
Collage with a man smiling with a young girl outdoors in a wooded area, and the man wearing colorful flower and bead hair accessories indoors.

I returned to digital work with clarity about what really matters. As a parent, I’m aware of the thinking that I pass to my daughter, because I see it reflected back at me. I’ve learned that sometimes what’s needed is presence over productivity.

Professionally, the right team, the right stakes, that's what I'm looking for. I’m finding where I fit in the industry as the ground keeps shifting. My bet is, more people will build their own things as AI automation handles the grunt work. I'm curious about working with builders on meaningful problems, developing the digital experience of something new.

Workspace with an open black laptop, wireless mouse, digital drawing tablet, pencil, eraser, and sketches on paper on a live-edge wooden desk.